I heard it said on tv tonight and it is still true ( A TRUE FRIEND IS HARD TO FIND, HARDER TO LEAVE AND IMPOSSIBLE TO FORGET.) Truer words were never spoken. I had a good net friend about 2 decades ago. If it were not for his caring and understanding how messed up I was at the time, I would not be here today. I was on the verge of punching my own ticket, and he stepped into that dark place I was in and pulled me out into the light again. It has been a couple years sense he has been on the net and I still miss him. I fear the pandemic may have gotten him :( he had copd before it hit. I fear he may not have been strong enough to survive the virus if he got it.
I thought I found another friend a few years ago that would have been just as important in my life. * Shrugs guess I was wrong because the leaving was not as hard as I thought it would be. It seems that friend has forgotten me. I still have remnants of the relationship I THOUGHT we were building, but they grow thinner every day.'
Another saying goes some people come into your life for a reason, others for a season, and there are others that leave foot prints in your memory forever.

2 Eggs
1 Stick Butter
1 Cup of Sugar
2 Tsp Carraway Seeds
Mix in Mixer
Add 1 Cup milk- Mix
Add 3 cups Flour
Add 2 Tsp Baking Powder
Add 3 Cups Raisins Mix Until Blended
Pour into Greased & Floured Bundt Pan
Sprinkle With Sugar

Bake at 350 for 40 Minutes
Great next day toasted too

John is out with his friends and stops by his grandmother's house for a visit.
There's a bowl of peanuts on the coffee table, and John and his friends start snacking on them. When they're ready to leave, his friends say, "Nice to meet you, ma'am, and thank you for the peanuts." Grandma says, "You’re welcome. Ever since I lost my dentures, all I can do is suck the chocolate off of them."

I have decided to write some blogs on dictionary definitions. Maybe I can enlighten people who have no clue what these words mean or how they are used, hopes this helps. Oh by the way, someone made a threat to report me for writing my blogs. Even though I NEVER use any names. lol lets see them report this it is only a bit of education.
Inconsequential: not important or significant.
Used in a sentence: One of the things she loved became inconsequential when lies were told about her were believed by someone she respected.
Insignificant: too small or unimportant to be worth considerations
Used in a sentence: In the whole world people who care only about their own wants and needs become insignificant to the world.
Discriminated: To make an unjust or prejudicial distinction in the treatment of different categories of people.
Used in a sentence:  She discriminated against anyone who was not in her clique. 
Power trip:  an activity or way of behaving that makes a person feel powerful: something that a person does for the pleasure of using power to control other people 
Used in a sentence:  She's been on a power trip since she was promoted to manager.  
Benevolent:  well meaning and kindly
Used in a sentence:  She decided to take a benevolent attitude to those that wronged her. 
Loyalty:   Faithfulness or devotion to a person, country, group, or cause. 
Used in a sentence: After many years of loyalty to the company he was let go by the new owner of the company.  
Propaganda:  dissemination of information—facts, arguments, rumors, half-truths, or lies—to influence public opinion. 
Used in a sentence:  Propaganda can be a powerful tool if those hearing it do not check the facts. 
Evidence:  The available body of facts or information indicating whether a belief or proposition is true or valid.
Used in a sentence:  Even though no real evidence was provided, the innocent man was hung anyhow by the corrupt sheriff.  

Marty wakes up at home with a huge hangover. He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins and a glass of water on the side table. He sits down and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. Marty looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotless, clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins and notices a note on the table. "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to go shopping. Love You!" So he goes to the kitchen and sure enough there is a hot breakfast and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the table, eating. Marty asks, "Son, what happened last ! night?" His son says, "Well, you came home around 3 AM, drunk and delirious. Broke some furniture, puked in the hallway, and gave yourself a black eye when you stumbled into the door." Confused, Marty asks, "So, why is everything in order and so clean, and breakfast is on the table waiting for me?" His son replies, "Oh, that! Mom dragged you to the bedroom, and when she tried to take your pants off, you said, "Lady, leave me alone! I'm married!" Self-induced hangover -- $100.00
Broken furniture -- $2,000.00
Breakfast -- $10.00
Saying The Right Thing While Drunk -- PRICELESS !

https://youtu.be/VFns39RXPrU

SHE WAS JUST A FRAME OF MY IMAGINATION :(

I can't wait to see who takes offence at to say. It will be clear anyone who takes offence , gets mad about this or tries to harass me about it will be doing so because they see themselves in it.

DICTINARY DEFFINITION: BULLY: a blustering browbeating person especially one who is habitually cruel. insulting. Or threatening to others who are weaker, smaller or in some way vulnerable'
BULLY: to treat someone in a cruel insulting threatening or aggressive fashion" to act like a bully/ to cause someone to do something by means of force or coercion. To use language or behavior that is cruel, insulting, threatening, or aggressive.

If any of the above sounds like you OWN IT stop trying to balme others for the reason you are BULLYING them. AND STOP IT! IT IS NOT COOL.

https://www.yardbarker.com/nba/articles/the_75_best_sports_nicknames_of_all_time/s1__27581885#slide_17 This link is to a list of 75 sports players and the nick names they use. A short time ago some people had a problem with me using a nick name around one set of associates and a different name ( my real name ) around a different set of associates. I do not get why it is a problem. I can nearly guarantee these people do not use their popular nick names around their family and friends that have know them all their lives. It is really sad when a person does not know what causes another person they do something adn instead of just asking them why, they think it will be more fun to humiliate, or bully the person that is misunderstood. Sometimes it goes a long ways to just ask the question and listen to the answer then to turn into a bully and try to make someone you do not understand look small.
Is it a money thing that causes nick name to be acceptable for one person to use a nick name and a poorer person to not get the same reaction?