https://youtu.be/8vmHFvnjPDw

Movie Based on a Book by one of the Leaders of "Jesus Freaks"
Pastor Greg Laurie.(1969) that was changed through the Love and Power of Jesus.
A Street Preacher and a Pastor Sparks the Greatest Spiritual Awakening
In American History. A Must See Movie- IT'S A MASTERPIECE!!!

https://youtu.be/g1iiZ5if8ew

Lately I have been doing a fair to middlen job of keeping my emotionas scales ballanced. but some times it does not take much to tip them. Most scales only have 2 arms to balance. My emotional scales have 4 arms. Tonight my scales are tipping between sorrow and anger. A friend of mine died today. She will be missed by many. and I am feeling a little sorry for myself as someone I have always considered a friend is not concerned about my feelings.
What deo you do when the emotional scales tip? Do you pull back away from everyone and every thing that has hurt you and turn into a ball of sorrow or do you face the sorrow and pain, and possibly turn your feelings to anger and hatread of what you once lovedd so much. I learned long ago you can never change what someone else does. You can only change how you resopond to their actions. Do you cry , do you yell,do you run away,do you strike back and try to hurt them as baddly as they hurt you?
I maybe cry, but i vie the best way to treat people that dissapoint you or hurt you or bully you is to do nothing and let karma balance the scales again. You may fool people, but no one fools karma. Karma gets everyone. A good example of that is my ex. He made the last year we were together hell with his mental abuse, and it took a couple years but karma finally got him. When I first met him he told me how he wanted to get remarried and at one point he asked me to marry him, but neither of us wanted to permanently move to the others location. But I digress. About a year after we broke up he found what he had always wanted the woman he would have married in June of the next year, had karma not taken Christmas time of the previous year to lay the smack down on him. All the emotional pain he caused me and a couple other girls came home to rest 3 days before Christmas that year. He died, and karma had snatched away the happy he had always wanted. So yea karma can do the job for me and I willjust sit back and protect my own karma. lol
I will need all my strong good emotions to help my neighbors it was a member or their family that died and will be greatly missed.

3 canned Stewed Tomatoes (preferably Mexican style)
1 bunch Scallions chopped
1 Jalapeno - chopp0ed fine
1 large bunch Cilantro (leaves)
salt
(For spicier add 1 can Rotele)
Take Cilantro leaves and canned tomatoes - put in blender for quick blend
Chop scallions add to tomatoes
Chop Jalapeno finely add to Tomatoes
stir and add salt

“Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye. ( truer words were never written )

I am starting to think stone cold had it right when he said don;t trust anyone. It seems like everytime I think I can trust someone and Iput all my faithe and respect into that person they let me down. Maybe if i do not trust people any more they will stop dissapointing me.

A lot of people add you just to see your profile then they delete you why ?

Laissez Le Bon Temps Rouler

I been sitting here thinking, and I think peole who are self employed have the best life. They do not need to worry about people greesing the rungs as they climb the latter to success. They make their own rules, have their own codes of hono, and do count on anyone else to build them up, or have to dread having everything they built knocked down by a recking ball from someone higher on the ladder then they are. Being self employed allows you to have total control without hurting anyone else.
I remember when I worked in a restrant in the early 1980's. I had 2 bosses a man and his wife owned it. He was very easy to get along with. His wife on the other hand was hell on wheels. She was wound up tighter then a 2 dollor watch. I remember the day my knee went out at work, and I called the other dishwasher to come take my place. Then the owner said to call and tell his wife so I did. She insisted that i stay and finnish the day. LIKE AND IDIOT I did it by the end of the day my knee was swelled the size of a cantalpe. If i had know she was going to screw my over as bad as she did in the end i would have left and went to the hospital adn drawed compasation on them. Thing is they gave mne my first real job out of high school so I felt some loyalty to them. YEA self employed people have it all.